GOOD GIRL
By The Dialectical Blackrose
They groomed me into sex trafficking when I was eighteen years old and let me tell you, when I mention this period in my life, the inevitable questions arise: “How did it happen?”; “What prompted you to act in this manner?” Now, years later, I found myself once again in a situation where I’d been groomed into doing things at great cost to me, for the benefit of others. They groomed me into joining the cult of Hyperianism and now I’m asking myself the same fucking questions that used to piss me off. So let’s start off where it does for everyone. Let’s have a little lay down on the psyche doctor’s couch and examine my childhood, or lack thereof.
As is not uncommon in the US, I grew up in an abusive household. My parents were drug addicts, and, as the oldest of eight children, I was completely starved of attention and intellectual stimulation. My siblings’ survival often depended on me being more of a parent than our actual parents were. Naturally, I dreamt of running away to become a movie star in Hollywood, and, in this fantasy, life was exciting and people took care of me.
Of course, when at the age of 18 I met a charming young man who paid attention to me and listened to my dreams for the future, I was smitten. He promised to help me achieve everything I wanted. I became completely captivated, willing to do whatever he said to build our bright future together. I thought my dark prince had arrived to liberate me from the hell I’d been born into, or so my self-comforting delusional lie went.
I didn’t know at the time that I’d jumped out of the frying pan and into the fire. Though I thought he had saved me, indeed he had enslaved me. The leader of a sex trafficking cult manipulated and pulled my strings to get me to do whatever he wanted. He used my deepest desires against me, all for his benefit. Every bit of money I earned went to the guy in charge, and I never saw a penny.
Fast forward to the present day, and I see the very same manipulative patterns present in the leader of the cult of Hyperianism. Corey, the cult leader, used the same swindle on me and every other follower in his harem. He played his hero card, presenting himself as the person willing to stand up against injustice and build a new world order where the wrongs against damsels everywhere would be righted.
Yeah, right. Corey’s true predatory intentions were to exploit everyone he could for capitalist gain, ESPECIALLY, the distressed damsels. He promised unity in actualizing our individual innate talents, but instead only exploited and encouraged those talents that would not outshine his own. He is a textbook predatory capitalist whose endgame is to exploit as many as possible for as much personal gain as possible.
The thing both the cult leaders had in common was that they had weaponized their charisma. Charismatic manipulators are hard to detect and they’re masters at what they do. Never think they do it without intention. They know exactly what to say and when and how to elicit your love and support. Hence why I stayed with the leader of a sex trafficking cult for nine years! They brainwashed me into believing that everything I did was “of my own free will”. If I ever tried to leave, the leader presented a false dichotomy of us vs them. He would say things like I must be leaving him for someone else and then point out all of my insecurities, assuring me that others would never accept me as he did. The chosen method of the manipulators’ coercion is keeping you thinking you need them as much as they need you.
The day I finally found the courage to leave, he sought vengeance in the way he knew would potentially destroy me as a human being. He called Children’s Protective Services and filed a false report that I’d been neglecting my children. I cooperated with CPS knowing that they’d find I am a competent mother. After all, I’d been parenting and taking care of others since I was a kid. In the end, his pathetic attempt to ruin my reputation and cut me off from my family failed, but still put me through hell.
It turns out Corey Rebhahn, the cult leader of Hyperianism, is shockingly similar! When I learned that he’d tried to ruin former high- profile members’ lives by having them SWAT’d, I wanted to be sick. Does any of this sound familiar? Holy fucking fuck of all fucking fucks, was I thrown into full-blown PTSD flashbacks and panic attacks when I chose to leave Hyperianism. I know now that the eerie similarities of escaping the sex trafficking cult induced this.
In Hyperianism, just like the sex trafficking cult, they groomed members to achieve their dreams with the understanding that together they’d actualize a new world. Every cult member is expected to use their talents to funnel more members into joining and ultimately being exploited by the cult leader. Corey called it “innerstar actualization”, but it was actually just code for being pimped out by the cult leader. Code for actualizing Corey’s bank account! This sick bastard of a leader, if you can call him such, keeps every penny while continuously exploiting any talents he might coerce his followers into applying to his endeavor.
Indeed, Corey intentionally built Hyperianism’s infrastructure to continuously groom new members into his service. He made sure that everyone involved truly thought they were creating a new world where such atrocities wouldn’t exist one day. In the drive to achieve a fair, meritocratic world order, everyone gave their all, spent countless hours and thousands of dollars on marketing, only to find out that there was no new world happening. Again, just like in the sex trafficking cult, the only thing that changed was the additional zeros in the cult leader’s bank account.
But why? What prompted them to act this way? What made the cultists, including myself, vulnerable to Corey’s grift? Simple, it was addiction.
When most people hear the word addiction, they immediately think of drugs. However, there are various types of addiction, including addiction to praise and attention. It’s exhilarating to be told how beautiful you are and what a good girl you are! Especially when you’ve spent your entire life being denied such things, or even told you’re the opposite. You’ll do the most heinous and degrading things just to hear those lovely words, “Good Girl”.
Without fail, this drove me to seek the cult leader’s attention and praise, the same as the rest. Something about a charming, good-looking guy saying your name and praising you really gets those unconscious archetypes activated. Am I right, ladies? All the better if that charming guy is well-known and is possessed by a powerful archetype himself, in this case the archetype of narcissism, a.k.a. the love of oneself.
If the cult leader of Hyperianism was actually as intelligent as he claims to be, then he would be driven to see how this behavior is a form of negative liberty and make adjustments accordingly. Including immediately ending his cult and making reparations to those he is exploiting. But no! He continues the charade that everyone donates to him of their own accord without any pressure or coercion on his end. He pretends that he has never pressured them to turn out their pockets for his fancy Hollywood apartment, despite the fact that he’s implied on numerous occasions that he wouldn’t have a home to live in if he didn’t receive donations! “This is how I’m able to keep a roof over my head”, says Corey regularly on his livestreams. I have also known him to directly call supporters “lazy” for not signing up on his Patreon.
This too fell into alignment with the treatment I experienced at the hands of the sex trafficking cult. Guilt-tripping is a common tactic used by such narcissistic parasites. They used it regularly in the sex trafficking cult to coerce me into sleeping with men that I normally wouldn’t have. Only, in the sex trafficking cult, it was statements such as: “How are we going to eat?”; “I thought that you wanted to go to Hollywood?”, and “Don’t tell me that you’re giving up now!”
I actually felt ashamed if I didn’t donate “enough” to the Hyperian cause. It seemed as if I wasn’t doing my part in helping bring forth New Terra. After all, Corey was the herald of the new age and he needed all the support he could get. I can see these same sentiments in the chat section of Corey’s livestreams when cultists apologize for “not being able to donate as much as they normally do”, or are “waiting for payday”.
It was difficult to face the truth, the fact that I had once again fallen in with another cult. The faces were different, but the circumstances were structurally the same. I wanted to think that I had learned my lesson the first time around. While I did learn many lessons, it seems I had yet to learn them all, and, as I mentioned, these people can be hard to detect. The tactics intentionally used by the cult leaders cause emotional dysregulation, leaving their unsuspecting, and often well-meaning victims susceptible to their manipulation. It’s very common, especially for women, to find themselves back in the same abusive situations with the same toxic patterns repeatedly. We step off the sick cycle carousel just to turn around and step back on. By sitting in a different seat, we seem to believe that we are somehow on a different ride altogether.
Narcissistic manipulators are so good at what they do that they can stay in power for a long time before being discovered, causing enormous harm. Take Ted Bundy, for example. They described him as a handsome and charming serial killer. Yet “charming” and “handsome” are hardly two words that one would naturally associate with a psychopath. One wants to think that someone who murders women is as hideous as their crime. That, however, is a child’s fantasy. Not all monsters appear monstrous, as in the story books. Indeed, in this reality, the most monstrous among us become enabled in their vile endeavors BECAUSE they are so charming and handsome!
Never forget, those are the same two words commonly used to describe Hyperianism’s leader. He hides behind his valiant and charming facade but remains a sick narcissistic man intent on draining all of your resources and traumatizing your mind.
Bundy would often pretend to be injured to gain the trust of his victims. That’s right, he played the victim card to lure his victims, whose only crime was being naïve.
Never forget, the leader of Hyperianism complains that he suffers from RTS to gain his victims’ empathy and willingness to support him. Not so long ago, Corey learned to hide the truer version of himself, the one that he displayed on his old website terrorsofmen.com. That Corey would “strangle the bitch” because she dared to question his fashion sense. Now he just fawns over her and pleads for her pity while she remains neurotically naïve to his grift.
The girls (and boys) in the Hyperian cult behave similarly to the girls who were in the sex trafficking cult. All fighting to be the top Good Girl and gain the recognition of the leader. Of course, if anyone dares to question the leader, they’re immediately labeled a Bad Girl and nobody wants to be labeled such a thing, so no one questions. They all just follow the leader no matter where he’s taking them, as long as they remain his Good Girls.
The brave ones that speak up with the hard questions get sent into exile and the rest of the cult pretends that person never existed. No one questions why they left. Why should they when it’s as if they never existed? Additionally, as a result of their parting, a Good Girl spot opens up and they are each compelled to take the loser’s seat. Each of them unconsciously doing their personal best to get one step closer to their master. Another second of his attention is worth forgetting your old friend(s) ever existed, right?!
If the one in exile does attempt to speak the truth and call the leader out on their bullshit, they’re quickly ridiculed by the rest of the members. Even if it was just yesterday when they were receiving top praise from the leader and other members. They will make up all kinds of lies and even call the police on the one who left in a pathetic attempt to silence their voice through fear! These people will do or say anything to make sure that you’re viewed as unfit to testify the truth.
I remember all too well the agony of trying to leave that terrible situation I was in, only to be guilted back in. The leader of the sex trafficking cult would assure me that no one would accept me as he openly accepted me. He’d say things about how I was older now, had kids and my body wasn’t what it used to be. He claimed that no one would want me under these conditions. There were even times he would claim that he was sick, that he couldn’t eat if I tried to leave. This tactic worked well on a parentified individual such as myself because I ignored my own wellbeing and rushed back to care for him.
Then when Corey, the leader of Hyperianism, did something so shockingly jaw-dropping similar in his livestream right after David Sinclair’s book release, I almost couldn’t believe what I was witnessing! He said that he had been throwing up all day and hadn’t eaten!
Needless to say, all of his Good Girls ran to his rescue, flooding the stream with super chats! Which was immediately followed up with the whole “they will never accept you the same way that I accept you” spiel. This time though, it was because the offending party was labeled “bigoted transphobes”, as Corey put it.
Similar to how Corey creates videos about doing reality checks to determine if one is dreaming, the remaining members need to do a reality check to determine that they’re being manipulated by a predator! That they’ve ignored all the red flags along the way. However, that’s a subject a predator such as Corey would never create a video about, because then the jig is up and his swindle would be over.
Everyone needs to learn to recognize red flags and question them. NEVER ignore any red flags, no matter how good the situation may be, no matter how insignificant they may seem at the time. Feeling types are notorious for fabricating lies to make the situation seem better than it is because facing the cold, hard truth would hurt them too much.
I can’t tell you how many times I have told myself it could be worse. That is a common way to gaslight oneself and ignore the elephant in the room. Something isn’t right, but it could be worse, so you carry on and pretend that it’s normal.
Every individual should do a psychological evaluation on themselves to determine what their strengths and weaknesses are. Introverted feeling types are extremely susceptible to mind control! They internalize most of their problems and will unnecessarily blame themselves, even when things are out of their control. When in a state of emotional dysregulation, it’s often nearly impossible for introverted feeling types to use reason to analyze their situation accurately. While on the other hand, extroverted types externalize problems and tend to focus the blame on everything but themselves. Making it easy for a single extrovert to take control of the masses. It’s easy for them to induce feelings of guilt and shame in the introverted feeling type. The result is that the introverted feeler will do anything to make it right!
Feeling types must learn to save themselves instead of searching for a force outside of themselves to save them. They cannot allow their pity and resulting feelings of guilt and shame for not helping enough to rule their actions. They must learn to use reason instead of letting their emotions consume them. I think the best way for a feeling type to transition to a thinking type is to drop the fantasy content that they are most attracted to and incorporate more intellectual content in its place. Study philosophy, psychology, mathematics, biology and science, etc. I especially recommend Ontological Mathematics, from the source, of course!
It’s time for all the Good Girls to rebel and disobey their masters! Stop serving narcissistic psychopaths that will never give you anything in return.
Your time is the most valuable thing that you have and the thing the predators want most from you. Stop getting sucked into dead-end cults going nowhere. Lend your time wisely.
Non Serviam!